I'm not big on Blogger and I don't have many people who look at my blog but that kind of makes it easier in a way to talk about real things that matter to me.
I've been away for a while because I've just got my first real job in a PR agency so I've been super busy. I love writing and don't ever want to loose that part of me because that's always who I've been and it's one of the main parts of my personality that I am sure of and know I can hold on to so I want to keep writing and keep blogging and maybe even get more people listening.
It's difficult to know what to say a lot of the time and I have been just writing about what I want so far but sometimes I get stuck on words and what I truly need to say to people.
Work is fun but I also find it very challenging at times because I feel like I don't get much support from my co-workers and I am left with a load of jobs that I can't handle alone. I have talked to my manager about this but she wasn't helpful at all and now I feel more alone than ever.
I am younger than most working there and because of this I feel I am not taken seriously and I am not listened to. This is very difficult for me as I have a history of anxiety and depression and so I take this all very personally and I find it difficult to see the good in days anymore.
I feel very alone and upset and unworthy of people's time at the moment and would like to get back to the happy and hopeful person I know I can be. I want to show people I am worthy and I can be confident and helpful but I feel like I still won't be taken seriously.
I am unhappy at work but I can't get another job - it took me months to get this one and I know it will lead to better things.
If anyone feels the same or wants to talk about any troubles they have, let me know in the comments so you don't feel alone either.